boyfriend <3

he’s proven so much to me, he’s inspired me, he means a lot to me. how we met was simple, our relationship is incredible, and i wonder what else will come.

funny thing is he goes to my rival school & i rarely see him, due to whats happening right now. yet he still manages to see me every week no matter what.

@6 months ago

dear you,

you’re stupid. if i could, i would stab you a hundred times and i probably wouldn’t feel one inch of regret about it.

@11 months ago with 2 notes

you know that im pretending. and i don’t even know whats going on. i dont know whats happening. i dont know whats going on with me anymore..

@1 year ago

eh eh eh.

a lot of thinking and i don’t wanna do this anymore… just.. whatever.

don’t wanna put effort into it or anything like that any longer.

slowly but surely it should pass.

then i can act as if none of it ever happened , cause that may seem possible right now.

the reason for all of this is probably because i’m expecting too much from it when really, nothing like that can happen.

@11 months ago

“girls can change guys, a guy cant change a girl. when a guy hurts a girl, she becomes sad and depressed but she stays true to her morals. when a girl molds a guy into whatever she wants, she is his leader in a way. when a girl hurts a guy and leaves, he becomes clueless, reckless and hopeless. he pretty much loses his mind and goes crazy.”

“time heals all wounds.”

thanks paul, thanks <3

@12 months ago